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    Monday, December 26th, 2005
    6:09 pm
    I got this from a friend... too sad....
    Body: On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to
    buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier.



    When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: "It is
    going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to
    go...Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year?



    How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after
    it..."



    Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there started to curse
    the prices, wondering if after all, kids really play with such expensive
    toys.



    While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years
    old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of
    the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for.



    Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him:



    'Granny, are you sure, I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied:



    'You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'



    Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look
    around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his
    hand.



    Finally, I started to walk towards him and I asked him who he wanted to
    give this doll to.



    'It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this
    Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'



    I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all,
    and not to worry.



    But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus cannot bring it to her where
    she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it
    to her when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My
    sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see
    God very soon, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give
    it to my sister.



    My heart nearly stopped.



    The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy not
    to go yet. I asked him to wait until I came back from the supermarket.'



    Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then
    told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will
    not forget me. I love my mummy and I wish she didn't have to leave me but
    daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister'.



    Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly..I quickly
    reached for my wallet, took a few notes, and said to the boy.



    'What if we checked again, just in case if you have enough money?'



    'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.' I added some of my money to his
    without him seeing and we started to count it.



    There was enough for the doll, and even some left over. The little boy
    said:



    'Thank you God for giving me enough money' Then he looked at me and added:




    'I asked yesterday before I went to sleep for God to make sure I have
    enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister.



    He heard me I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my
    mummy, but didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy
    the doll and the white rose.'



    'You know, my mummy loves white roses' A few minutes later, the old lady
    came back again and I left with my trolley.



    I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when started. I
    couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.



    Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of
    a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a
    little girl .



    The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
    state.



    The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting
    machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.



    Was this the family of the little boy?



    Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read that the young
    lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of
    white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman
    was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.



    She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand
    with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.



    I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever.



    The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still,
    to this day hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man
    had taken all this away from him.

    Current Mood: sad
    Sunday, November 27th, 2005
    8:19 am
    'am back!
    life is boring! that's it... see yah!!
    Sunday, October 30th, 2005
    3:12 pm
    SEMBREAK NA MGA DUDES!!!
    dudes!! sem-break na!!! yeah bebe!!! hay nako!!! yea bebe!!! no more assignments, terror teachers, surprise quizzes!! ngeks!!! hahaha!! love yah!!
    have a nice sem-break dude!!! muwah!!

    Current Mood: yeah bebe!!
    Sunday, October 16th, 2005
    12:40 am
    CSAT:
    ngeks...I took the CSAT kanina...damn, it was quite hard....hehehe
    12:39 am
    COLLEGE LIFE:
    can anybody tell me what's in college? and what's the big different between collage
    and high school??? 'am excited yet somekind of nervous also..'am entering the new
    chapter of my life...and I think its more challenging than the High School...
    but, I'm still confused on what course I would take?? there are so many courses
    in my mind right now...Nursing, IS, Journalism, Dev. Com, Communication Arts,
    Literature, Business Management, Accountancy and IM...but I dont know what
    to take up in college, 'am undecided right now...My mom would want me to
    take up journalism or dentistry... my dad would want me to get involve with
    techno...ngeks...but I love arts...music...nah.............................................
    12:37 am
    FRIENDSTER:
    ey yoh pipz... out here!! please add me in my friendster account and myspace too..
    okie? dionne_kaye@yahoo.com..please...please..thanks..god bless
    12:36 am
    THE STUPIDEST THING I EVER DID...(maybe)
    hey!! I came home from school at around 6 in the evening... yeah... I was
    very tired and I still have lot of things to do...so then after dinner, I went inside
    the bathroom to have a "washy washy"(that's what called it)...so, I put
    my clothes off, then proceeded in the shower...water dripping in my body...
    because I was so very tired, instead of putting facial cleanser in my face,
    I accidentally put a feminine wash in my face... and I was like "it smells different.."
    damn!! its the PH care!!! yuck!!! I immediately washed off my face, and was laughing..
    so I think for this year, it was the stupidest thing I ever did!! yucky!!
    12:35 am
    WHICH IS WHICH
    damn, 'am confused ayt now....which is which???? what I'm prefering to??
    no, who am I refering to? guys...2 guys are in my mind right now, or
    probably in my heart....confused and undecided....I like the two
    guys, namely, 'Imang' and 'Nippy'....hehehe...'Imang' is my childhood friend,
    and 'Nippy' is my classmate, a close friend... 'Nippy' likes me, he said
    he likes me(hehehe..), and I dont know with 'Imang', but I really like
    'Imang', well 'di naman nag cocourt si Nippy but I dont want to hurt
    his feelings because I know, 'am not manhid and he told me and I told
    him also that I like him...ok, like is different from love, crush is different
    from love..owkie???...but damn, unexpectedly, 'Imang' came back from
    NY after 3 years...and he caught my attention and my HeaRt?!!!!!! ngaks!
    so what will happen to 'Nippy'??? na deadma' ata!!!! palage rin niya akong
    pinipair kay 'Imang', which made me mad at him and starting to hate him..
    ngeks...hay, come what may.....
    12:34 am
    KEEPING THE BEST MEMORIES
    seeing those videos when we're still kids, running around the ground.....
    funny pictures, best and funny memories... it's great to remember those
    stuffs, to see those stuffs.... thou we're physically far, but emotionally,mentally,
    we're near...hehehe....I kept those little memories, that we're together...
    it was good to be with a friend, whom you're seeking for how many years..haha...
    we only see each other once a year..sometimes, zero a year..hehehe...
    so, I cherish every moment with him..............and with Pnat too....
    12:33 am
    MY FREAKIN' CHILDHOOD FRIEND....
    let me tell you 'bout this childhood friend of mine....we've been friends for almost
    11 years....hahaha!! palage nila kaming, pinipair sa isa't isa...
    be it my parents, his aunts and uncles, my cousins, his sister, my
    aunts and uncles, etc.... he's tall, cute, half chinese-spanish-filipino, a basketball player,
    knows how to play the guitar and the trumpet, and everything rolled into one...
    now, we haven't seen each other for 3 years, and at exactly 3 years, he came home last
    July.01.2005... ok, now, what happen?..ok, last August.02.2005, he visited me here..
    OMG!!! I just came home from school, then proceeded to the phone, talking with my
    guy friend, then someone knocked at the door, who was that? oh, its Pnat, his sister...
    shocked!! happy to see her again.....so then we went to our Uncle's house, then I saw
    a guy wearing a red shirt... face is so familiar to me, but dunno if I know him.. then,
    I kissed to everybody(except him of course), then my pinoy big brother said "ey,
    remember 'imang?'(not his real name)", then I just smiled, and he just smiled...then
    Aunt Sandy interrupted, "our Imang is handsome na right?", I just smiled, and kilig
    inside...he grew up into a handsome-macho guy!! he used to be that "payatot" and "short", but
    now? damn!!! he's every girls dream boy!!! hahaha lucky to be his friend!!! anyway, we just
    smiled each other...we haven't talk that night, as if we just met... duh!!! dunno what's
    happening in the world...so the next day, my pinoy big brother forced me to skip classes...
    so I did what he said....masunuring bata ako..hehehe...so we went out the next day..
    we went to the mall...we were sitting beside each other, in the car... no conversation at all..
    we were crazy at that moment, as if we dont really know each other..damn!!!
    so we arrived at the mall, strolling around without a big amount of money.... just went
    strolling, I was satisfied seeing that cute guy with us.... so after that, we took our lunch
    at Kagayanon with his Aunts and Uncles, and my Aunt and Uncle....after lunch, we separated..
    he was with my pinoy big brother, and I was with my little sister and his little sister too.......
    so we watched movie, "The Creep" we thought that it was scary, yes it was, but it didn't
    frighten me.......ok, so we went home at 4:00... we're staying at my lola's house, chit-chatting
    at my lola's room...so, I went out to check my grandma upstairs in the beranda, then someone
    knocked at the door,"ayo", and I was like "who was that?!", so then I went outside to open the
    gate, the indoor gate(hehehe..), so I was shocked to see him... and I made the first move,
    "hi 'Imang' where's pinoy big brother?!", and he said "he was out with his girlfriend", he went
    inside and both of us were about to close the gate, but then he give way, ok fine... thanks anyway..
    so he asked me, "where are they?", and I replied, "they're in the bedroom..." so he went
    inside, and found them..I went inside the room, and it was my chance to talk to him, so
    I started the conversation, and I dont want to make this story long, so lets just skip that part,
    but because of that little conversation, we became 11 years friends again!!! and I was happy,
    to talk to him even if its some kind of a nonsense thing.. anywayz, we all ate our dinner at
    my lola's house, after dinner, we went downstairs to chit-chat, then I had a great time being
    with my 11 year friend... then it was time for them to leave, so we went to the seaport,
    then we wave goodbye....so they went back to Cebu...before he left for USA, he called me,
    and chat-chat-chat and he told me that he's going back to NY the next day, I was a bit sad,
    but he has to go, so I told myself "let him go...anyway, there's still next year!" ok, so I said
    goodbye and see you next year......and I cant take him off my mind, he's in my mind...
    gosh..is this love?!!!!!!!!!
    Sunday, October 9th, 2005
    4:52 pm
    hi 'am new here..so I need a guide...thanks...
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